found a new webbie with random math/science related comics

and yeah

this is why i usually dont talk about the joys of math with others

we learn in physics that despite what they teach you in secondary school
actions cannot and do not act at a distance
there's always a field mediating the stress

i guess im realising that there is no point keeping some things the way they are when all thats between us is dead space and stale air

time to cut myself free and move on i guess....

we keep telling ourselves that we've moved on, that we dont care anymore
but i think the problem is that we havent and we cant....

never thought that the weirdos and outcast would be the ones who'd hold on to what we had so tightly




a little gem i found on youtube... loving the glockenspiel...

its not a xylephone... xylephone notes are made of wood....

thanks to ming han, this song is now making rounds in my head


so enjoy

Let me set this straight
i don't "emo"
"emo-ing" is what teengaers do when tehy try to make sense of the angst and confusion a change in hormones bring

I simply dont have the time or emotional energy to emo
yes, i do contemplate a gamut of thoughts and emotions, remininsce in the past, rue my mistakes and missed chances while cling on to the flukes i consider my triumphs...
i do view my future and general lack of direction with trepidation and sometimes carry a sense of melachony others may not deem healthy,

but there is no real need to worry about me..
im not some younge puberscent adolescent who might cut his wrist at mere heartbreak

i may need a drink to tide me through the night
but i wake up the next day and deal with my own shit
because thats what adults do right??

i just hope we never outgrow laughing chilling hanging around
i hope we never run out of time to lavish on the unproductive, spending hours just chilling or singing out of tune

i think ive always been disorganised?
but im beginning to realise the true extent to which it reaches

i think even my thoughts are a mess

oh wells

think im over the hump

mmm
now if i can just get down to typing up my school work... then everything will be peachy
well maybe not everything

but i think theres just so much to be thankful for

so yeah
thanks
i guess