some farewell,
like ive even been around in the first place

so im alone
again
have always been

how do i make sense of all this
sometimes i feel so lost
dont know where to call home
its sad really,
homesick for a place you cant find

i sometimes really can emphatise with jp man
sometimes hanging out with ppl younger than u is a comfort
because u dont nned to worry abt having reached a standard relative to your peers
and its easier to look like you are something
especially when ur peers arent people u feel close to

My heart ain't built to stay
My heart ain't built to stay
Jesus told me so