im really happy for you
but im kinda pissed you didnt tell me abt it

maybe im being a self-centred ass
and maybe part of this is my own doing

i just
argh
abjosppagahpb

recently on two seperate occassions, one last night, one a while ago, ive been having strange dreams of myself in a supermarket

ive decided to google it out of curiousity and to kill some time
lols
i think most of what they say out there on the net is probably crap
but yeah

some interpretations ive come across
1. we need or think we need accountability
2.denotes thrift and much activity in all occupations.
3.Needing to focus on making simple, basic decisions

Having a wide variety of options


4.means that you are emotionally and spiritually intense, or that you are in search of new ideas and new challenges 5.Groceries offer an endless and tempting variety of things. To dream of being in a market means you are faced with tough choices, all of which look perfect and inviting. You are shopping not just for material things, but for things that relate to your emotional or social needs. You might be concerned of making the wrong choice in spending your money/attention/energy.


lols
now im just wondering if the lack of coherence btwn articles is just a sign that these interpretations just pull words out of their asses trying to find a suitable explanation....
kinda like qm
as long as the math fits if we abuse it enough

so ive got nothing on ya

stupid mid terms, stupid stupidity

in an attempt to put in order and make sense of some of my thoughts, ive decided to start blogging abit more regularly

i think my mind works alot like an episode of the simpsons
lackign coherence, and going all over the place

so anyways
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while walking back to hall today, i had that fleeting feeling again
something akin to what CS Lewis describes as that sheer northerness
im hoping its the same, but in a post-mordernistic world can experiences every be similar?
but yeah
that sense of awe and lonliness of the sheer scale of the world around us
i think one draw back of living in a globalised world is that we lose a true perspective of size
shrinking distances make us seem so much larger and all important
we lose our sense of relativity to sheer vastness

the heights, depths and volume of reality

i used to romanticise stoicism
but i think as ive grown (hopefully i have)
i learn more about of the virtues of weakness and vulnerability
how sometimes being simple and fragile is much

i wish i knew what pursuing something at all cost would feel like

honestly,
im just shit scared

lols found this poem watchin harrold and kumar escape from GB
ok fine, maybe i like it cos im a geek but anyways


The Square Root of 3 by Dave Feinberg




I'm sure that I will always be

A lonely number like root three



The three is all that's good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine



For nine could thwart this evil trick,

with just some quick arithmetic



I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321

Such is my reality, a sad irrationality



When hark! What is this I see,

Another square root of a three



As quietly co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer



We break free from our mortal bonds

With the wave of magic wands



Our square root signs become unglued

Your love for me has been renewed

inch chua @tab

had a really great great time out last night
went to tab at delfi orchard
and caught the set by inch chua
omg

she sang aqueous oblivion and find fix and save from her ep
and i felt like melting

mmm
after it stupid moss managed to prod me into taking a picture with her and
well i wouldnt say chat with her cos i was too shy
but yeah
it was great talking to her

gosh

im like pulling a fanboy moment here....
but yeah
whoo inch chua whooo

i dont really believe in the credibility of dreams

but having had a bible quiz on genesis recently, im wondering if maybe theres more to them than rem

anyways, i think i do need to take stock and learn to appreciate the people around me more

beer plus ping pong not equals beer pong

today was fun

i guess anytime i go out with that bum its fun
lols
didnt know drinking beer and playing ping pong at the same time could be so fun

thank God for friends who can read me like an open book sometimes
and on a side note, i need to learn to be less socially awkward