its one of those nights, when im stuck in hall, albeit almost against my will
listening to emo songs on youtube, boys like girls, a fine frenzy and snow patrol

it promises to be a slow and boring night
oh wells

been feeling kind crappy this week

on another note
i think im learning more how to appreciate family
which i guess is great

dasgopherophbp'r

lost the mood to study, do any work or anything remotely productive

just love this xkcd guest strip done by the author of questionable content, another web comic i love

i know its gonna make me look like such a geek, but i actually found this funny

its 330am and i probably should be sleeping

part of me is wondering where have you been all my life
where have i been all my life

i think part of me is having a crisis of purpose
again

i know rhetoric about the metaphysical is pointless
and ive been down this neural walkway before
but i think theres a part of me that craves for that rush and awe again

im not really a nice guy
i get bored real easy
bored of people
well some people
and yes, im a terrible elitist

sometimes i wish i were either much smarter or much dumber

not smart enough to ride the undercurrent but not dumb enough to be ignorant
to percieve the door but to be keenly aware how beyond me it is

for some reason or other been feeling a little out of it the past few days
havent had to do much work or much else

was watching the first episode of californication on tv
yeah i know
a dinosaur show

maybe im catching up on some lost youth or something ala michael jackson, dont worry im not going to go change my skin colour or hit on small boys

i know ive used this quote before,
but its scary
how you can miss something you've never had so much

i think i may be losing my mental acquity,
tts such a scary thought, maybe im just tired
i hope