block test

hmm, its test time of the year
hmm
well at least ive got an excuse for not blogging for some time liao
ahah
ive been
well
hmm
ive been having the time of my life really
strange, i never expected test time to be so enjoyable.

i think maybe it is because it takes my mind off other things

so many things going wrong
hmm
even things i thought would never falter did
at least there is still grace
really

cant say that i enjoy going to church,
but hey, at least i go
and i dont try to fake that i do enjoy it

i wish it were easier to relate to God, at least out of a better posture
not one whereby i feel far away
well i hope its just a feeling
ahhaha

anyways
yeah
the road to life concert,
seemed smooth sailing at first
now suddenly has become so rocky
big bills
chicken pox
lack of manpower
its no coincidence that 2 days from the 1st full dress rehersal our lead guitarist was down
hmm
well im believing tht it will be no coincidence that he will be miraculously healed by friday
hahahah
sounds strange coming from me
but maybe the eternal optimist has begun rubbing off on me

anyways, i think im not really doing my job
im lousy at admin and at gathering resources and people
probably better at being a grunt
lol

anyways
serving in some places has become a real chore while in other places has been a joy
i dont know
most people would assume it to be the other order
better not say too much

but yeah
life has been great even with all the problems
ahhahaha
dun noe
maybe its the company im keeping
mix with the right people
it will really bolster your mood
anyways
been really interesting
really really interesting
ahahahah
going deliriou5?
ahahah
maybe the crazed intoxication has gotten to me
i hope no one understands that
lol


hahah
anyway
i think im going to change my blog song
faith enough
by jars of clay
discography: who we are instead

its a great song, so i shall let it speak for itself