was it worth it?
all the blood sweat and tears?
late nights
sleep debt
weariness?
hmm
i suppose time will tell
but sometimes that answer isnt enough
especially when we dont see much
but i guess ive been blessed with this one respite

11 years
after 11 years of hardness, a heart opens
if that isnt fruit i dunno what is
i just hope it lasts
i really do