who am i

who am i
identity has always posed a philosophical dilemma
but no, i shall not attempt to take on scopes quite beyond me
at least not at my current exposure to intelligent activity

rather, ive been troubled by this question in a more localised sense
who am i
who do i claim to be
what am i actually beyond all the masks and make up

sometimes i dont dare think about it
not because im scared of the possibilities
but rather
my struggle in formulating an answer reflects on how little i know myself
well after certain incidents and some self reflection
ive learnt some new things about myself

im a coward
and a bigot
a pharisee
an elitist
and a brat

well thats a good start i guess
i guess....