how could i come to such a point

where all i thought i was

all i believed in now seem so contrary to my path



have i become so easily what i despised



how could it be so easy to fall out of love



how can the heart grow so cold, the well grow so dry



when at last the cirucmstances are turning up



would i lose myself



am i too far to save

is my throat too dry to cry out



i thought i would be nothing without Him

right now, i'm not nothing

just something very self-dillusioned

something very miserable

something lost



not much better huh

but i dont know anymore

i really dont

seem to have lost the ginger bread trail

or maybe im just unable to see it anymore



help me someone