sorry for the melodrama

a record of a conversation(well as best as i can remember it)
(forgive me if i cant recall the exact wording, i'll try to keep the essence of it)
(for anonymity sake, i'll call the other person tim2)
hahahahahhahah

context: late one night, after dinner, after drinks(at 711) walking away from jose's house
tim2: i feel that this group of friends is drifting apart
me:well i guess we should have expected it
me: anyways, we should always remember, we came together to be more than a social club
me: we should always stand for more, we're saints for christ remember
tim2: ahah, well i think we've drifted away from that

then the conversation drifts away to some lame shit about taiwan and aus

timmy, im praying for u even as ur in taiwan
take care bro

i want to hold on to a moment, a memory,
i want to relive it for eternity
but time moves on without me
and i feel ive lost it now
u said ive earnt a place on your wall
well, u've no idea whats on mine
i wish i could go back
but all i can do is to go on
trying to honour what we stood for
yup
trying to honour what we stood for

to another important person
im sorry
i didnt mean to make u feel sad
it was i guess, an expansion of my ego and my self pity
shouldnt have dragged u into my abyss
i should be bringing u more smiles than creases
i guess, well smile for me
i'll be back stronger- i hope
i still need to pass you your present rite?

we're broken people in a broken world
trying to make sense of it all
we're broken people in a broken world
trying to hold it togetehr
we're broken people in a broken world
trying to hold on to each other

and to a short, efficient snail
hmm
i guess you're right
emo is retarded
but i love being grumpy