you cant lose what you never had
so why do i feel this overwhelming emptyness
why, why why
am i lost not to be found
six feet from the edge
going under
that doppelganger rears its ugly mug(dare i think it alluring)
and im helpless regardless
take me break me
tear me down
down down down, till i hit the ground
take till there's nothing left
i give what ive never had
to gain what i never could hope to hold
im sorry i didnt mean to be such a pig
so its over and well done
but i dont feel so
till i go down on my knees and beg
and grovel the dirt
dirt
to become one with what ive always been
kinda like embracing one's true essence
you should get a peek from down here
everythings the colour of shit, and the whole worlds much bigger, taller
(im not insulting short ppl)
so i cry out to You
take me in
please
berfore im lost
and unable to cry out anymore
you wont let go of me
i know
help me to learn that
and you think im the emo one
so where do we go from here
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