i know i claimed that i would stop the narcisstic posts about myself and my opinion

but yeah
cant help myself

lols

anyways
a bunch of sch mates were like bringing up the question of what characteristics i like in a girl

and it dawned on me today(the events are quite far apart)
that what i would look for in a partner would be inspiration
i think if you do get together with someone
that person should be someone who inspires you to be better than you are
better than you think you are or can be at any rate

im making it sound like im asking for a joan of arc or a mother theresa
but anyways
it seems like wishful thinking
cause if i really do meet someone amazing who inspires me
i doubt id be much of an inspiration myself

oh wells
hopeful thinking is free isnt it