i think one thing guys are very susceptible to is needing an activity or a pursuit to embolden our sense of identity

i think ever so often
we find ourselves labelling ourselves along the lines
im a basketball kinda guy
or a debate kinda guy
or in my case... a slack... oh wells, thats not really a thing
but tts my point

mayhaps because of how much we dont have a clear idea of self
we latch on to these things or ideals
these things bigger than ourselves, like parasites
hoping we'd count for more
just because we're into running every other night
or we can do calculus better than mere mortals

mm in case u get the impression i run every other night i dont
but thats not the point either

just happened to see this video of this 8 yr old kid doing calculus
so i guess ive lost my edge as well

i think we're so much more than the things we're into or good at?
each of us is capable of so much kindness and resolve

i think it's really sad if any of us belittle ourselves just because we cant run a mile without dying
or cant dance, or cant grasp 4 dimensional hyperspaces in our heads for that matter