well i caught the first 2 episodes of the latest season of House
i must say, i didnt really like the first episode much
mmm
not that it was bad

but i guess i felt out of mode
seeing that sacarstic, cooky anti-hero,
who i must admit to semi-idolizing; thrown into a mental institution

well why do i like the character so much?
maybe i resonate with the sacarsm and the meaness

but teh second episode kinda grew on me
it reminded me that no matter, how strong, or apathetic we think we are
we all have needs
we all can get hurt
and we all have psychological defects one way or the other

and while its hard
its worthwhile trying to still be humane

and i guess im giving up without trying?
i guess for me this will always been one of those
what could have been crossroads
but things as they are arent too bad
and i dont think i want to try fixing what isnt broke,
everything except my heart i guess