In the midst of the storm you called out to me
Drawing me to a place of sunshine and rainbows
Trusting you i let my guard down
Followed in tow in search of contentment
Foolishly i opened my heart to you
Allowed myself to become enthralled by you
Gave my all in hope of fulfillment of fantasy
Threw myself before you at your mercy
Then you looked at me
Your words, ice cold, cut at me
Like looking in a shattered mirror
My reflection became broken again
Pain so bad, i grin and bear it
Put on a false front, feigned apathy
Yet deep inside of me,
a wound, unhealed
i steady my hands, struggling not to let them tremble
i mask my face, to hide my hurts
my voice fake, in an attempt to stop its wavering
tears flowing, pouring out from my gushing heart
Maybe its for the best
Maybe pains all i need to wake me up
Cruised too long, got used to it
Is this my wake up call?
Face so innocent, voice so sweet
a dispostion so naive
Was it intentional?
Did you lead me on?
Or was it my own mind making me chase the rainbows
Running me against a stake
Dillusional, maybe i've become
numbed the pain, for a while
when will i be strong enough to cry?
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