Retrospection

It has been some time since I blogged seriously
haven't really had the time
nor the motivation
the common test is over
did ok I guess
comparatively to others
hmm
I have realized that I lack motivation
I have always known this
but this is the first time it has become a glaring need
usually even in my lackadaisical state i know i can pull through academically
well
guess its time i hit the books
soon
hahah

anyways i have realised that i have many friends around
hmm
this may not seem like a big deal to most people
but to a laconic loner like me
i guess it's really testiment to God's goodness
hmm

realized that i no longer blog poems
haha
it started mostly with poems
maybe ive lost touch with my poetic side
haha
or maybe just havent had the mood

wad tempermental creatures we turn out to be

honestly my spiritual life of late has fluctuated quite abit
ocasional highs interrupting periods of lows
hmm
gotta do something abt it
maybe time for a lifestyle change
perhaps