for those who understand,
for those who care
for thsoe who know me and know what this means
there is a new star in the evening sky
wahahahah
ok nvr mind
u didnt need to noe
so don ask who
what id rather blog about is this strange sentiment,
the unexplained tightening in the gut
hmm

its quite strange
sometimes we go looking
go seeking after some not very edifying thing
and we end up getting more than we bargained for

sometimes
we just happen to be lazing around minding our own business
and it ends up that a certain someone waltzs by
our nose picks up a whiff of foriegn cologne,
our heads turn, we glance around trying hard not to appear to be staring
admire, and maybe goggle too much
hahaha
but seriously

i mean its really ironic
take for example
Joshua Harris, all respect to him
after a bestseller-i kissed dating goodbye,
he gets married and writes- boy meets girl
ahhaha
ok
personally i prefer the cover of i kissed dating goodbye
but well
covers dun make a book
and ya
who am i, some unqualified protaganist,
to make assumptions on books i havent read

anyways
i personally think all this infatuation is not worth it
although it does add colour and vibrance to school life
makes it slightly easier to wake up in the morning
and to stay awake during lectures
makes pe and morning runs less torturous,
makes borin times in the canteen when we just sit stone and stare less boring and more fruitful
as if....
haha
u do the math
hahah
but ya
i think its time i thank God for bringing me through a season
hmm
a rather strange and foriegn season to me

a time of great stupidity,
of infatuations
and the like
of boyish fantasies
uncomfortable stares,
thumping hearts
hormonal imbalances and a couple of other retarded adjectives.
hmm
eye candy is bad
u could get diabetes,
or at least into alot of uncomfortability and deep shit
hahaha
but really
i must give glory to God
for bringing me through a time
when i let my primitive side run loose
and was ruled by hormones rather than logic
where i allowed emotions to cloud my morality and judgement.
hmm
im sorry to anyone who i might have disturbed with any of my wierd stares
or to anyone who might have been hurt by unwarrented comments and strange messages if any
hmm
but ya
i guess ive gotten more used to being around venitians...
took some time i must admit....
bah... sas only breeds monks and despos
hahaha