its been such a long time since ive blogged...
school has been killer
after running around for CMW, i had to catch up with my school work, which wasnt very enjoyable...
this is one of the few days where i can afford to laze around and blog (actually i cant but who cares)
anyways hmm

i guess its amazing how things change so fast
and ya, ive changed,
the condition of my heart at least...
cant say im perfectly spiritually healthy
hai
but i guess that is of my own doing...

been really busy
hmm
havent really been reading much lately
but managed to squeeze in some time for a autobiography of JRRT
hmm
the man who gave me and lianny hours of excited discussion in sec sch
ahha
but what i really learnt
how even great friendships, the stuff of legends, can fall apart,
its sad
how to brilliant enigmatic individuals, who could grow so close,
could become so cold
it's tragic really....

i think its time i re-evaluate some of my relationships,
maybe im taking some people for granted
maybe

hai
recently had CMW evaluation
hahahahhaha
its so ironic
but i really want to thank all those who were there for me
especially those who i didnt ask or those who i asked last minute
it has been bitter sweet
haha
really
im not cut out for leading people
not firm enough
hahahaha
but ya
i think the rest did a great job
i'd like to thank Caleb, Dennis, Zhen Xiong, kenneth yoong,
for chipping in
i noe i inconvenienced some of u
but i really appreciate u guys

its strange really, how time progresses.
about this time last yr, i was trying my best to help the BULBS people,
hmm
thought i was doing something great
ahahahha
ironic really

at one point, church life is all that im about
now im barely around
doing more in school
lillian talked to me on saturday
about not commiting my all to school
of how my ministry in school should outflow from my church life
interesting
what outflows from my church life
so much going on
but nothing im in the midst of....
hai
hai
maybe thats how my life is going to be
one regret after another?
nah
its not worth it to regret
but then again what is?
gotta start thinking abt tt one again