for the first time in a long time
i feel like crying

the unkindest cut of all-comes from somewhere close to the heart
seeing you all cozy....
i guess delusions just feel like shit
u could have at least put it into words
maybe........
ive hated sappy love songs,
now i really detest them............

hurts deep

also realised i cant have breakfast with my sis until the last day
gosh things r just looking suckier by the moment
treasure the people around you
treasure the little time you have
i guess ive learnt that a little too late

such blatant foolishness
i care
i might not show it but i do
and emphathy feels like shit right about now

i wish alot of things
wish i had the guts to say out alot of things
wish i was brave enough to let people know what i really think and feel
but its a little too late now

can only hope that things dont change too much
and the few things i still hold on to wont be pried beyond my reach