scribbles from the really small island
haha
well not to steal HUMPhreys thunder
but well
im back
from pulau TEKONG
ahah
actually its my 2nd book out
but my first one availed neither time nor mood to blog

during one of the cold lonely nights(its just melodrama-its quite warm sometimes)
well i journalled down:
i need to write, lest i lose the ability to do so
truly, its been challenging
not only in the physical peseverance sense
but my rationality and sanity has faced it
in a company of well, educationally challenged recruits
sometimes i miss intellectual stimulation
other times i just miss talking about theoratical meta-narratives with no pratical application

the lack of educated primates isnt the only thing i find disdainful
the atmosphere leaves alot to be desired
for one
the air is litted constantly by expletives
sometimes employed in astoundingly creative ways so much so that it integrates in the grammer structure

part of me thinks that the use of such expletives is due to a lack in vocabulary
thus they become alternatives to the much more beautiful and subtle use of english

well
for another is the seeming lack of decency
well i shant comment on it here
just that well
hmm
i do wish Godly company

and of course one must mention the physical training and the sargeants who scream and chase one around

well aside from all these
i suppose army has been well
not bad
not bad at all

its been better than i expected it to be(see the advantage of being a pessimist)
and well
i guess in a place where the things i refused to surrender cannot exist
i learnt to let go
honestly
army so far
has left me with a deeper appreciaiton for people
(note the use of deeper, not deep)

i guess its like i told a certain old fogey
army will be good for me
and it has been
i guess

hai
i wish i could blog about something more relevant or mentally stimulating
but honestly
i guess this is the best i can come up with
with 3 weeks of debilitating brain rot
well
maybe im not that much better those other guys in my company
cos
to those who are given more
more is expected
and i havent exactly achieved much with my lot