sobering up

finally woke up from all the apathy
guess i have to give all thanks to God for not letting me go
He did so much for me, and yet im so ungrateful
the reality of it all, really hurts

anyways, i thought i would write this,
to encourage all going through a hard time, much like mine
this time of, hmm wad word should i use, umm well change i guess
has really shown me, how little i really have grown,
and ya, how much more i need to grow
i guess i cant be satisfied anymore


Lost and alone,
i walked in the cold,
looking for someone to lighten the load
but there no comfort availed, in this world of regrets,
i walk on, empty, forlorn, without hope.

Yet He came
from somewhere above
perfect, without sin, and eyes full of love,
he bled and he died, for a sinner like me
to bring salvation, of which i'm unworthy

even then
we struggle to please him
in our carnality, we stumble and fall
we try to persevere, for somewhere above
a pair of scarred hands, embraces us with love