somber song

walking home alone in the moonlight...........
thought about stuff
.....

catching a butterfly(maybe a moth or two)
gazing at the stars above
blasting music on a sound system
sitting in the back seat
gropin around in the dark
making imprints of faith
leaving impressions on people's hearts (maybe stealing a few)
feelin blue
being blue
writing letters
singing songs
sharing food
crunching nuts
chatting
laughing
drinking poor man's hot chocolate (milo),
drinking coffee,
drinking beer.... root/ginger beer
playing mind games
maintaining the deception
taking the plunge together,
throwing ourselves off the edge
caught in time by loving hands


life is more than eating pork chops and chicken chops (and maybe a leg of lamb)
more than black or white
more than an anthem, more than a hymn
more than a song that never ends

chrysanthemums mean i'm sorry...
i really am
sorry that i'm too caught up in my own hypocrisy and oxymorons
sorry that i'm too messed up at the moment to help,
sorry that the bittersweet ironies hurt me so much that i can't sooth your wounds

i wish it could be like that old song says:
lean on me, if ur not strong............
i guess to a degree it's already like that

hahah
we're so far from each other... maybe even worlds apart
ironically our greatest similarity is probably that we both have an imbalance up there- although maybe the distortion may be on different planes.....hmm
hahah
ok lah
maybe there are more similarities than that.....
drawn by a common love,
drawn by a common One.....

maybe one day....
in a field of wild flowers.....


i shall end my post with the lyrics of a song
hmm
it is quite disney... but hey
we do find treasures in the trash sometimes right?....

here it is:
sarah mclachlan - when she loved me
When Somebody Loved Me
Everything Was Beautiful
Every Hour We Spent Together
Lives Within My Heart
And When She Was Sad
I Was There To Dry Her Tears
And When She Was Happy So
Was I
When She Loved Me

Through The Summer And The Fall
We Had Each Other That Was All
Just She And I Together Like It Was Meant To Be
And When She Was Lonely I Was There To Comfort Her
And I Knew That She Loved Me

So The Days Went By I Stayed The Same
But She Began To Drift Away
I Was Left Alone
Still I Waited For The Day
When She'd Say "I Will Always Love You..."

Lonely and forgotten
Never thought she'd look my way
She smiled at me and held me just like she use to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me

When Somebody Loved Me
Everything Was Beautiful
Every Hour We Spent Together Lives Within My Heart
When She Loved... Me...