i lie too much, just for the sake of convenience,
i dont know how to speak my mind, let alone my heart

for all my claims of mental acumen, i dont know what to think anymore
its no longer just "i dont know what i want" but more like "i just dont know"
bleagh

hey you, i want to pick your mind,
to know what you're thinking, when you're thinking, while you're thinking it
hey you, you are beautiful

its confusing,
im not sure which direction to go
cant just follow the tide,
not that ive ever,
ive always marched to the beat of a different drum,
like ive been living in antiphase
but even now, it seems that the majority doesnt even seem to be headed in the same directions

id suffer honey mustard just for you

some would say follow your heart,
but its fickle, and mine seems a tad dead

i say everything but what i mean to say,
id lose my mind over you
dont you know me?

where does the wind blow now?