the past few weeks have been surreal
i mean yes
there was life concert
and i did get to meet up with so many people i missed dearly and stuff
but i think its more than that

hmm
i think i came back from wallaby a changed man
u spend a month in the wilderness,
spamming lifehouse-storm on your ipod just to keep your mood up
stealing other peoples bibles when u can because u forgot to pack your own

the sheer amount of time, helped me get many things down
at least subconsciously

but after a few months, it all seemed to take a downward dip
i realised the mess i made of myself back in singapore
with my insistance on rebellion, and attitude

i guess my big fish came along
and yeah
so im here after the vine died
and im still figuring out what to do with the dead plant

hmm
jan feb and march
hmm
i think i really struggled with many things in my mind
questions that mattered
not that i had answers to any of them

well
the past few weeks have been amazing
not that the storms cleared
but i think ive found my anchor....