Please take from me my life, when i dont have the strength to give it to You

Jason Lee is leaving for east timor next week
strange really
nvr really appreciated this brother
maybe because he has always been silently influencing from outside the limelight

hai

please take from me my life, when i don't have the strength, to give it to You,
please take from me my life, when i don't have the strength, to give it to You, Jesus

maybe,
maybe i nvr really bothered about the concern he showed, maybe because he wasn't very emotional,
then again, im not
hmm
maybe we're too similar that's why

then again
i guess what really amazes me about his life
his willingness to give up material comforts
and live a life on the edge for God
i couldnt imagine myself without a financial blanket
haha
thank God for my parents
but seriously
his life just speaks volumes
and the words he spoke,
though few
hmm
they cut deep
maybe too deep
maybe that's why i didnt really get to know him

hai
wad a waste

please take from me my life, when i don't have the strength, to give it to You,
please take from me my life, when i don't have the strength, to give it to You, Jesus

i guess that's the part where i take the queue to get my life in order
hai
why do people have to leave before we take what they want to do in our lives seriously
time to open up i guess
i'll nvr forget the pray he prayed for me at our last prayer meeting ( at least i dont want to)
it cut deep i guess
not too much emotiosn stirred
but it cut deep
maybe that suits the both of us more

hai

please take from me my life, when i don't have the strength, to give it to You,
please take from me my life, when i don't have the strength, to give it to You, Jesus

i suppose the last words of a person are important
i guess that's why i want he prayed over me to come to pass
maybe my motivation's more than that
well it was a prayer that answered my prayers
been asking God to speak to me again for some time
hmm
well
now my house of cards has been knocked down
again
it hurts i guess
to learn that these past years have been wasted
because i havent learnt to take off my masks
well
maybe i learnt about the masks in the past year
but i guess it hurts that it took such a long time

but
well
this is me trying to be real
but i dont noe where to start

please take from me my life, when i don't have the strength, to give it to You,
please take from me my life, when i don't have the strength, to give it to You, Jesus

well as that refrain from one of third day songs i like(one of the few)
please take my life
even when i dont have the strength or the guts, or even half a brain
to even sing that song to You