blogging bcos im probably not gonna be able to blog for awhile

got alot of duties in camp

bleagh

9 points

brandon

please take 2 from me

*goes on my knees in a totally shamless act of emotional blackmail*





anyways

ahahah

this news is a week old

but i got a small scar of the letter "i"

on my left thumb

no im not into some new form of sado masochistic mortification

but yeah

i got it because had the brilliant idea of going round the medical centre in a wheel chair like 10 times in a wheelchair and i scratched myself on the wheelchair break
well it was fun(when ur only in a wheelchair out of choice)


lol

i know

my life is boring and bo liao

no great news about social outings

and great parties

and stuff



i stay in camp alot

bleagh

sorry timmy

sorry handsome wan

i dont want to do some sai gang in gedong

bleagh

id rather go cheer as they give out your chocolate bar

when u become some super popular musican

remember me ok

give me some business let me learn some sound stuff behind the scenes

and yeah

free memoriabilia and stuff
10% off all profits from sales

but i guess

God has been mercyful

as much as i havent exactly gotten the slackest treatment

or the most comfortable postings

yet i guess He's bringing me through all of this



i screwed up so many times on tuesday

but well

it turned out alright

i hope



anyways

just something thats been bugging me
but i suddenly feel old
gosh
no really
especially when i attend youth service recently
so many young personnel of whom i dont know 10% of their names(nor do i really plan on finding out)
now that all the old ones have moved on to young adults
i kinda feel stranded
in a strange land
gosh
well
like ive been saying
room for remorse but no regrets
yes i could have done more
served more
did more sound duties
but i guess i needed to learn how much church life really mattered
the hard way
i guess its Gods way of teaching a stubborn pig like me


so i guess i'll give it a shot
and do my best while im still in youth
no room for regrets

some days i feel like crying
other days i wish i could just lay down and die

but i go on
because i know that You are bringing me through this all
and i know You are good
oh so good
live the dream
look for a house with a white picket fence
lol