i realised i forgot to blog about guys day out ytd
ahahha
well i went to play badminton with a bunch of church ppl
and ended up christmas shopping with leslie poh and gerald ho
hahahah
super fun
and i got alot done too
wheeeeee
a disclaimer

just because i enjoy shopping
it doesnt make me a h*****

anyways
ive realised how alot of my tastes have changed
gosh
we went to starbucks
and the toffee nut latte was
wow

i used to swear by americano
but now im starting to wish starbucks was always on christmas specials
maybe its because ive learnt to live without a caffinne shock

anyways
today at fish and co. was interesting
on one hand i think im becoming hard of hearing
gah
too much loud rock music
how it will affect my sound career
gah
dont want to think about it
for the time being
anyways
ive realised how weve really all moved on
table talk for them revolves around their school lives and their social lives
and for guys like me around army and the lack of our social lives

bleagh

through some parts i felt quite removed
like ive become some stranger
entropy has a way of affecting friends
i guess
we all move on
and we dont always co-exist on the same frequency forever

well

hahahaha
i cannot resist
but i shall try my best

i have realised how some people have managed to remain NOT attached
let me repeat
NOT attached
its funny really how there is a SHORTage of UN-attached personnel
(if anyone asks, im talking about ian lau)
lol
lol

im getting the feeling that this post is totally random and pointless
but well

im thinking of changing my blog
i still love the minimalistic background
but well
i used to blog i guess
in a sense to assure myself of my existance
like how if i write down a part of me onto a fragment of the internet
i'll somehow have left my mark

but i guess i really haved changed from those times
i blog because
well
because i feel like saying alot of things sometimes
but there isnt really an audience

hai
i dont know why i cant seem to keep a monologue going in one direction
maybe its the depression i get from not being out of camp on a sunday
well
the bright side is i'll finally get to watch the indie classics:
before sunset
and
before sunrise

lalalala
i do enjoy romanticism in moving pictures and literature if done tastefully
but well
i guess im not that sentimental in real life

ive developed a liking for reading classics even though im no lit student
i want to read dante's inferno, homer's odessy and iliad and a translation of beowolf before i die
although id probably die from the attempt

i believe a bloggers post should reflect his psyche
and yes
mine is kinda random and disjointed at the moment
i feel like the whole metaphysical narrative is starting to become disordered

on a last note
i wish i knew kevin(sfc pres 06-07)
was enlisting so soon
i wanted to go out with him for a quick drink at least once
gah
and now he's in mohawk
omg
hai
well
we'll see after his confinement
maybe some arrangement will appear and all

im gonna die from all this randomness