any group that deviates from its original aims and visions will ultimately lose itself
i guess that's what happened to us
we started of as a bunch of people
wanting to impact the school
wanting to bring revival
then we became caught up with each other and ourselves
and sooner or later
it feels now like we're more of a social club
a birthday club so to speak
fun and outings are fun and good
yes
but i guess we stopped supporting each other enough spiritually and focused more on social and emotional ties
tts wad i feel sometimes
its kinda sad
really
the state of things
how they've detoriated
not that its not my fault
but i guess we forgot
that while we did step down
we never should really have stepped down
i guess we failed la
we forgot
got distracted
when there was so much potential for spiritual growth
and well
fellowship that really brings out the best in people
but no
we concentrated more on what everyone else was interested in
and while yes
gossip and relationships are juicy
i think we've really missed the mark
bleagh
maybe im becoming deaf and dotard
but somehow this has been bugging me
we were supposed to be more than this
we are supposed to be more than this
we are more than this
but why arent we?
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actually if you're looking for an answer, i don't think i know one myself. things turned out quite curiously. to say the least. and well, alot of times i think back to those times when we were still in school, and i wonder whether it was throughout that time that we lost sight of what we really wanted for ourselves. or did it just happen when we left the school and in a sense, left our jobs and 'obligations' behind.
we've probably become just another group of seniors who passed out just like batches and batches before us have. and yes. i guess we probably have missed the mark. and it's quite hurting to know that we did, all thanks to ourselves really. hopefully we'll be able to pick ourselves up from that point onwards and start to head back to something we used to see in ourselves and in others.
- tim
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