Lord i'm in distress,
Lord I'm in anguish.
So many thoughts and doubts remain pertinent in my mind
So much confusion
Do I love You?
If yes,
Why
Why can't i proclaimn that
Is my affection for you that shallow?
Why this dispute within me?
I want to cry out
to cry from the depth, the reccesses of my heart.
I know You hear our cries,
so i cry out to You
This is how i am,
Unforgiving, selfsufficient, non-chalent, hardened, rebellious, unyielding.
Lord come and change me.
You hear my every plea
Even this one which i fail to utter without feeling like a hypocrite.
Lord come
Please
I need You