Who's in control

Lord I'm not satisfied with a superficial understanding,
a superficial faith
Do i serve to impress others?
Lord help me to stop running away from the problems.
Help me to let You teach me through them
Help me to stop deadening myself to the pain and instead
accept it, learn from it, and walk through it with You

God in my weakness ur grace is made perfect
the question is: who is in charge?

Lord help me.
Help me to stop relying on my own strength
to stop focusing on the pain
to stop sinning
to stop brooding alone

Lord help me to stop hiding my flaws from You
Help me to be frank
to be honest

I know i dont have to be perfect
just need to serve the Perfect God
Christ living through me