character

an epiphany
haha
no
actually i read it from my devotional material
character is who you are when no one is looking
what you are willing to stand for when people are
it is who you strive to be
and what you can be trusted with

well
according to that,
hmm, im a bastard,
and nothing much significant
but anyways
well
enough pessimism for once
amidst all my headaches and heartaches, i think this song has moved me so yeah

I’ve waited all my life to be here face to face.
I never knew that I could feel this kind of grace.
The way You show me that
Your blood has washed me clean,
Could never be erased; it lives inside of me.

Take me to that secret place,
Where I can only see Your Face,
And nothing else will ever feel this way.
You take away my guilty stains,
The things I’ve done that I can’t change,
It’s only by the Power of Your name.

I stand here in this place,
See the Glory on Your Face,
Taken by the wonder of Your name.
I’m desperate for Your touch,
Never needed it so much,
Cause all I want is You.

When all the things around me have fallen to the ground
I’m always thankful for the love in You I’ve found.

who am i

who am i
identity has always posed a philosophical dilemma
but no, i shall not attempt to take on scopes quite beyond me
at least not at my current exposure to intelligent activity

rather, ive been troubled by this question in a more localised sense
who am i
who do i claim to be
what am i actually beyond all the masks and make up

sometimes i dont dare think about it
not because im scared of the possibilities
but rather
my struggle in formulating an answer reflects on how little i know myself
well after certain incidents and some self reflection
ive learnt some new things about myself

im a coward
and a bigot
a pharisee
an elitist
and a brat

well thats a good start i guess
i guess....