i just got my weekend burnt due to the army half marathon cover
gosh
i dont think i'll forget it for some time to come
how often do we get casualties who die?

i wasnt that involved in his case i guess





am i always so disconnected from others

someone dies in front of me,
accidents happen around me
and i dont feel a thing inside




well on another note
i met this really cute girl at the ahm

......

a picture i find really relevant


Indifference. by ~Ejsz on deviantART

how could i come to such a point

where all i thought i was

all i believed in now seem so contrary to my path



have i become so easily what i despised



how could it be so easy to fall out of love



how can the heart grow so cold, the well grow so dry



when at last the cirucmstances are turning up



would i lose myself



am i too far to save

is my throat too dry to cry out



i thought i would be nothing without Him

right now, i'm not nothing

just something very self-dillusioned

something very miserable

something lost



not much better huh

but i dont know anymore

i really dont

seem to have lost the ginger bread trail

or maybe im just unable to see it anymore



help me someone