so what shall we say about this wakeful dream
this brief sobriety called life
love laughter warmth and merriment grow flourish bubble up
but entropy catches up and we are soon lost in the cold vastness of space

so intoxicated by our own youth,
we forget the ephermal fleeting nature of our existance

here for our brief day in the sun
and before we know it

gone

the ancients built pyramids and cast numbers in stone,
hoping to be remembered in ignomy long after their passing

you were so full of love and promise
but you were snatched away so suddenly
before we could erect our own monuments or scream our message into the darkness

you will be missed
and i do know that the world is an alot colder place
now that your gone
mr congeniality

reached daejong a day ago... well
its not as happening as seoul
less night life
less street food

but yeah
visiting the koean uni has been interesting
and yeah having a pretty korean girl guide us around aint bad too

so this is my second night in korea
and i have been in seoul and loving it

haha
sorry to all those whom i told that i wasnt going to seoul
i tot we were going to dajeong or something like that
we are but we are spending more time in seoul first playing
woots

but yeah
beautiful place
nice ppl

cant really get kimchi, but the rest of the food isnt half bad

the clothes sizes here are abit small though... which makes it abit hard to shop
maybe i'll just get shoess
sorry
being materialistic again
but yeah

i just love being out of singapore

and korea is a beautiful place
makes one wonder whats wrong with the current place i live in
hahaha

omg, i just pulled an eric cheonging my cnyrp report
lols
thanks so much ming han
for being a slacker
so i didnt have to be the only one stuck in school up at 3 doing a report....
hhahhaa
i would buy you a drink but you dont drink so i'll just buy myself two

anyways, what a perfectly retarded way to end my last night of the first semester

hope i didnt screw up my research too badly....
oh wells

nothing a stiff drink cant solve

its sad really how people are still getting hurting over it
its been what nearing one year now

why cant some retards just learn to let go

found a new webbie with random math/science related comics

and yeah

this is why i usually dont talk about the joys of math with others

we learn in physics that despite what they teach you in secondary school
actions cannot and do not act at a distance
there's always a field mediating the stress

i guess im realising that there is no point keeping some things the way they are when all thats between us is dead space and stale air

time to cut myself free and move on i guess....

we keep telling ourselves that we've moved on, that we dont care anymore
but i think the problem is that we havent and we cant....

never thought that the weirdos and outcast would be the ones who'd hold on to what we had so tightly




a little gem i found on youtube... loving the glockenspiel...

its not a xylephone... xylephone notes are made of wood....

thanks to ming han, this song is now making rounds in my head


so enjoy