i vaguely rmbr an article i read on friendship in sec sch
well
rmbring something read 4/5 years ago,
i guess it must have made lots of sense then

it went something like:
at the initial stages of frienship, there is a hight frequency of activities and things done together
but as the frienship ages/matures
the frequency of the activities decreases while the intensity, and meaning of the activites increase,
there is a decrease in time spent together, but the time spent together is of higher quality..

and i guess its true
that while often frienships dun last
those that do suprisingly need little work and little time
but when good friends meet up,
the clock seems to tick backwards
and we can be laughing and being a public nuisance like the little bastardy sas sch boys we once were

as you said,
we may not have many friends
many acquantances
but not many friends
honestly i prefer it that way
less stress
lol
ppl are hard work

heres to finally realising how much i need you
and here's me being afraid to admit it
lost and empty i want you back
but im much too proud to apologize
and im falling to pieces from the inside