with so many ppl in nostalgic moods,
i guess i should post something on the times past

truth is i guess im not the best person at looking back
im too detached...
not able to feel sentimental
nor able to mourn properly

all i know is good times are nearly over
and i guess im gonna miss them
honestly
the last year or so has been fondest to me

its like the words of my fav chinese song
those times have gone,
we're no longer friends
the words spoken
the times we shared
the good feelings
the suffering together

but what are we to expect?
to hold on to a strand of time and space forever?
time passes
life passes
we return to dust
do we actually gain anything or take anything with us
even memories fade
hopefully we count for something

if we never meet again after this
think of me kindly please
i know ive been mean and evil
obnoxious and hurtful
but yeah
think of me a little more kindly than that