gosh, i guess id better learn to hear less and listen more
maybe talk a whole lot less as well

one thing i lack and that is empathy
maybe because im emotionally stunted or something i cant really feel for others
heck, i think sometimes i cant even feel for myself

well
if autistics can learn to read faces for emotions
i guess i can learn
painfully

handsome wan once posted on his blog that of all the great skills and spiritual gifts, he would like to be able to put a smile on people's faces
and i guess that holds some water

what use are we, if we can do so much, say so much
but cant connect to others on the most basic of levels
if we cant bring relief and cheer

the world doesnt need another pharisee,
it needs
i need
.............