well
ive finally the mood to blog
after a bath and a subsequent walk
well i know the orders a bit weird but hey
tts my problem

i think ive grown up a little today
i dun noe what prompts me to say tt
but yeah
its just this feeling i get

today promised to be a really bad day
hmm
well
i'm on bronco course
for those of you less informed
what this basically means is that i'll be staying at GEDONG
that stupid far off place

hai
and yeah
i was forced to go for some company cohesion today
bleagh
at east coast

the planneers obviously didnt take into account the travelling time
i cabbed and was still 20 plus minutes late
i got caught in the rain and had to walk much
not to mention the moolah i spent on the cab

at least i had something that had a semblance to fun
hee
well
i guess


walking in the rain
its been some time now
haha
the last time was
jc days or something
or some bmt road march but those dun count
theres something relieving and liberating about it
like as the drops come down
they make part of you real
like for once, something inside comes alive again

quiet time at east coast
haha
something i guess ive done like twice in my life including today
today was
surreal
haha
i was actually walking like from one end of east coast to towards the hawker centre(somewhere in the middle)
when i noticed that the stretch of beach i was on was particularly picturesque
well
i happened to have my bible with me
and there was a clean bench without a couple making out on it
so yeah
i sat there, looked like some uncle
stoned abit
but yeah
makes me wish i stayed like at one end of east coast or something
being able to see the sunrise everyday or something like tt and yah
quiet time on the beach

contemplating amazing mysteries in contrast to my drab life while in view of a panorama of waves crashing down onto the shore again and again and again
there's something soothing about waves
just watching them come in
seems almost like prozac
hahaha
gosh
i think im losing my power of description

bleagh
yeah
but imagine it
its about 6 fifteen
the time of evening when light is soft
the sky cloudy and dyed a faint pink
the greenish blue waves coming in onto the dunes
the beach clear except for drift weed

hai

almost makes me feel like pitching a tent there and living there forever
hai

anyways
yeah
so after i finished my quiet time
i continued heading towards the hawker centre in the dimming light

wandered around awhile wondering what to eat
or whether to walk further and grab macs
when i saw steph
well actually i recognised stephs mom first
so i reasoned the steph looking girl queing with her was steph
haha
queued behind her
wow
she actually recognised me
haha
hmm
its strange really
so many people i know going overseas to study
she probably rememberd me as this boy who attended cell in short school pants or something
bleagh

not a bad day in all i guess
although the satay bee hoon
didnt live up to the queue length

now im suffering withdrawal symptoms from not having a phone
hhahaha
actually, its strange
despite the increased inconvenience
i think its good, you know
like being able to live free of technology(here i am using my com)
well
at least i know if the world would have some firesale-think die hard 4.0
well
id survive
i think