havent enjoying talking in such a long while
at least some of my conversations today werent disappointments

hmm
tot alot of things through
honestly
i guess it took me 2 long years to learn a lesson

at least its not 40
but other than that ive nothing much to show for it
at least by my own standards
ive been thinking of what it means to leave a legacy
but then im probably not qualified to talk abt that
so i shant
i shall just say
that sometimes,
what we really want
is that which we think we despise
and sometimes
what we need
is what we have bred ourselves to hate
what excitement
whee