Wednesday, July 26, 2006

oppurtunity cost

a friend of mine who shares the same name as me informed me recently that in the true spirit of econs, he dropped econs because of its oppurtunity cost was too high, and there was unlimited demands on his time

well
a conclusion i came to recently is that most(no at all sadly) jeremy's are brilliant
hee

well
my proof is simple
parents must be pretty smart to name their sons jeremy, which by the way is a brilliant choice of name
thus if the gene lottery goes well enough
more often than not, the child should end up inheriting intelligence
wahahhahaahha

but seriously
it got me thinking of alot of things
mainly the value of our actions

sometimes i do wonder what if
what if i had not come to sajc
wad if id chosen a different cca
some of the what ifs are scary and i refuse to note them down here

but i guess the counting the cost is a major part of life
and im glad to say while there were many bad decisions
i dont really have regrets for my actions over the past year
i met alot of people, good people who im glad to call my friends
ive also learnt a whole lot which i wouldnt give away

i guess the only regret i have is not doing more
not living more
not being more effective

recently some social interactions have left me perturbed
maybe its not gossip to talk about other ppl
but hmm
do i find him obnoxious
honestly abit
or maybe more than abit
but then again
i find myself obnoxious
haha
maybe thats why i choose to spend time with him
even though he isnt my favourite person on the planet
and i noe what its like to feel alone
and well
if he really is all that bad than i guess more than others he needs God rite?
i guess learning to love includes learning to love those who are hard to love

well
God did
for me

anyways
just want to blog on a single incident that really moved me
the farewell party for the j2s
hmm
i noe feet-washing can become a ritual
but yeah
it was an interesting experience
getting to wash my juniors feet
was well as some ppl suprising me by insisting on washing mine
im not really sure which is more humbling
having to wash someones feet or having to watch people u respect humble themselves
ah well
God bless the j1s in their future endeavours
may God's protection guidance and special favour be with them
may they count the cost and find it worthwhile

what i would give to take the disappointment from your eyes
to be your hero once again
by the die has been cast
and all i can do is regret and walk on....


i like eric not because of his genius but because he sees love as one on the outside staring in
never to taste it for himself

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