its been some time now
feeling kinda laid back
well
im usually kinda of laid back so i guess its deja vu

hmm
what to say now since im online
i usually have lots to say when im mulling about on the bus or in front of a book
but when i on the com
most of it disappears

lets start by saying that i think a name which declares God as our light is beautiful
well chosen

names mean alot
mine means that God has uplifted
i probably havent lived up to it cos im not really walking on cloud nine now
but what does it mean to have YAHWEH lift us up?

maybe ive not learnt to surrender enough
to be broken
may we all learn this virtue without having to be cast down

many things have gone on since i last blogged
for one bT2 results are out
i did quite ok
except for physics -b and gp -b4
hai
maybe i should work harder
maybe

im tired of getting distracted
i dunno but something just gnaws away at me from the inside
knowing that we're supposed were supposed to do so much more
but yet
yet

maybe im losing it
maybe im lost

help me to be found again
found by love and grace