im so so sorry for sleeping like 20 minutes into tt rugby match
seems like a trivial thing to say
but
yeah
im so sorry for just simply falling asleep
instead of
i guess being there in a way
at that hour
i really feel like an idiot now
an insensitive bastard of sorts

to see the plastered on smile and be taken in by it
ignorant probably to tears flowing inside

i know how sometimes we're afraid to tell others because we fear that deep down they really dont want to hear what we need to say or that they'll belittle our circumstances or think less of us
but i do want to hear
and there's no way id think less of u or what you're going through
its difficult i know, or at least its difficult for me when i want to talk to anyone
but at least dont wear a mask with me please
because i care more abt whats beyond the pretence