the mugger speaks

really wanted to blog, but ya
busy mugging

as much as i hate it, i think this period has been a real eye opener
i must say God has been faithful(he always is)
but ya, can really see his hand at work

many things have become clear
and i guess i've realised the stupidity i suscribed myself too

this past half a year has been
well turbulent
so many downs, and unfortuantely not as many ups
and ya, for the first time seriously began to have tots abt leaving a certain group
but i shant digress on that now
lets just say that i guess i'll stick around awhile
cos ya, God apparently doesnt want me to go

well, wad to do?
hehe
learn not to rely on others for fellowship but be more pro-active
take the iniative
haha
sound so fake

but seriously lah
i guess cant rely on toking to dom, anthon, xie and cc to pass the time in church
must learn from my da ge, LQ and take care of ppl

gonna end with this
its a song by a Christian band called parousia

ever so often i complain
on how life's been unfair to me
on how i deserve so much more
than what i possess currently

and its a sentiment that makes no sense
when i look at what i have at your expense

its an unequal trade
and i cant fathom why
You're so willing to
accept my sorrow
in an unequal trade
for Your inexplicable joy
how could i ask for more?