people

growing up i guess,
finally getting a hold of everything,
and ya,
realised how much ive slacked/fallen in standard
so many things i would have not given a second thought to doing,
as of late, i have been indulging in
the high discipline i was once drawn to
well its gone

hmm
been chatting with some ppl,
haha its strange really
talked with the one guy who joined ministry around same time as me
had a good time chatting
but ya, realised alot of things
hmm

starting to understand people better
its amazing really
people just never cease to both amaze and disappoint
i guess the truth is that people have depth
and well, there are so many layers to see
and i guess as u get to know more layers,
you get to know them better

at this point i really want to apologize to many people
i have been a bad example and a hypocrite
did some things that are not right
some things which i told others not to do
and ya,
im sorry for not being a better role model
but ya, gonna change that
trying to set a standard now
hehe

ohya, the pope graduated today
for those of you who dont understand, dont think too hard
its an insiders issue
haha
well really proud of the pope
ahhaha, well done pope, hai
miss the old days of SFC & service
those days where the discipline was really high and where Gods presence was really in our midst
dunno where those days have gone
hmm, is tt beyond us now?
i wonder