Friday, November 26, 2004

pharisee

starting to feel like a hypocrite.
wad i advice people to do,
i barely manage to heed myself.
frankly, i dont even try sometimes.
im honestly not sure of myself anymore,
what happened to the convictions?
what happened to the commitment?

is this what is left of me?
a hollow shell?
a whitewash tomb?

hai, searching again for purpose,
i know it has not disappeared,
i have just lost sight of it.
now im trying to find it again

God help me, to come back
to a place where the motivation is simply to please You
where i am lost in Your love again
Please
cause im getting broken inside,
and starting to hate the empty shell that i am

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